Yea..i didn't remember the last time i even cared to write in this blog. So this is the update by the way, gosh, many things had happened already, i don't know where to start. But hey, I gone through shits and kind of feel lucky that i'm still here to tell the stories. Ok..for the beginning, i'll make an outline so that it'll be easier. In this post, people will notice many swearing words, there's a story behind it too. Cool eh? Everything happens for a reason, now that saying really applies. It is a bit messy in my head right now, to be honest, i did imagine myself committing suicide. It's not really what i want to, but u know, when you are so depressed and there were nobody around you that you can share the pain with, sometimes it will be an imaginary solution that just popped in your head.
Shit #1: I had a bf, which has a gf. Feeling unsecured, i create another relationship that i thought was secure, until i found out he lied to me big time, he also has a gf before he met me,
and they have been together for 5 years. So we broke up, i ended up alone.
Shit #2: I got no friends, as my friends are all graduated. I'm living in an all-non muslim
housemates, with me as the only malay and muslim in it.
Shit #3: Financial and studies problem.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
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